Nobody Wants to be Lonely

While sitting alone, I was thinking of an old adage, 'no man is an island' and few lines from Christina Aguilera's song from the title itself, 'time is precious and its slipping away, and i've been waiting for you all of my life'...nobody wants to be lonely. With this, I come to think of myself, reflecting, trying to figure things out that in a lifetime i've been alone for almost 38 years with no boyfriend at all. Before, I often said that it's better for me to stay single than to marry and experience the agony or pain of women with unfaithful husbands. The fate of many women who experience the long nights of waiting for their husbands and then later only to find out that the husband has another woman has kept me from involving myself in a relationship. Movies, tv shows, news, and even my friends and own sisters experiences about their hubbies has totally closed my mind of thinking to marry.

And yet here I am now, I am really ready for a relationship? or do I really want to be alone forever? hahaha what answer can I possibly say? well, I think I am ready for both. I am ready for the possibilities of having a boyfriend and soon get married and yet on the other hand, I'm also open to become a cellibate. I am not closing my doors to whatever opportunities of relationship that comes my way. Maybe now, I will be more open-minded, not so traditional or old fashioned but not also so liberal. I hope to ready myself in cooking, coz' the way to a man's heart is his stomach. I want to learn how to cook adobo, empanada, lumpia shanghai, spaghetti and more. I hope to write some of my new-learned menus on my coming posts. To make it the story short, I just don't wanna be lonely. hahaha.

God bless everyone!